Monday, January 22, 2007
I WANT TO DIE
PLEASE DUN STOP ME
LET ME DIE
MEANINGLESS
MEANINGLESS
MEANINGLESS
EVERYTHING IS MEANINGLESS
NOBODY CARES NOR BOTHERS
ANYWAY
WILL BE FORGOTTEN ONCE GONE
TIME WILL FADE EVERYTHING
EVEN MEMORIES OF SOMEONE
EVERYONE WILL BE FORGOTTEN
NO ONE WILL BE REMEMBERED ALWAYS
DUN THEY?
*Angeloffriends*
was craving the OC on
11:48 PM and they said..
Had a big revamped in office over the weekend
thus we got to pack all our stuff in boxes and unpacked
after the weekend.
Received a call from Jess to go support dolly for receiveing
some awards thingy. Went anyway, even though very tired.
Finally seen her beaut... was the most Shuai de lor she ever had.
But also the shortest ever she had haaaaaaa...
Think she will kill me for tat.
Finally, 2nd person out of the curse.
Congrats gals....
Congrats Sophie too.
Continue to ROx gals.
Felt real bad on sat, esp being alone at home.
And the feeling and thoughts jus haunt you down.
Like a lion to their prey, owl to their prey.
Called like everyone but all either not free or tired.
Thanks Darren for being there.
Thanks bro for everything.
Guess it took the hurting and lonely souls to
feel how the others feels.
Met at Butter but Darr underage haaa
Went over to Phuture instead.
Got our chop and down to AMK to retreive his car.
Went for a supper as i have not had my dinner yet.
Reach back Phuture is about midnite le.
We chatted alot and updated each other alot.
Cool and nice chatting man.
Dance our way thru end
Music is great , booze is great.
Everything jus being forgotten for their few hours.
Short it is but was a good release.
Booze is good temp releaser.
Met up soon k.
Feb 9 -Phuture anyone? DJ Andrew Chow .
Guess wat i need now is CLub to get thru
all the shitty fark up ...
Meanwhile, hope work is busy enuff to make me not think of anything ...
*Angeloffriends*
was craving the OC on
11:31 PM and they said..
When the flowers withered.
When the clouds have dissappeared.
May we meet at the other end of the world.
*Angeloffriends*
was craving the OC on
11:27 PM and they said..
Friday, January 19, 2007
I'm depressed.
I dunno why but i am.
So many issues esp my mum case is jus too much to take.
I need an outlet to let off.
I need to shop/talk/ club and get wasted.
Where's my ANGEL.
Send me an Angel.
Angel of Death is cool too.
If i could jus die and leave everything behind.
Tears jus flows when i'm by myself.
There's a phrase...
'zi yao xiao yi xiao, mei ser mer shi guo bu liao '
If everything is just so easy!!!
I really hope.
Let's all try it????
Angel of Death took me please.
*Angeloffriends*
was craving the OC on
1:15 AM and they said..
Monday, January 08, 2007
Its 2 months since i last blog.
Found a job and am very happy there with rather nice ppl around.
Nice boss and colleague with a Lunch kakis.
Busy and endless work to do though yet its fun lar.
Hopefully will convert to perm bah of cos salary increase also.
Dec is a busy busy and pack month i believed not jus for me but also for everyone around.
With the 2 big holisday around - Christmas and New Year.
SU Gang had a chalet the weekend before Christmas and quite a number turn up with WR n Hubby Ed putting aeroplane. Zhehan, Khai, Shaun, Grace, Sophie, Hanwei etc... came. Was it fun or wat.. though the preparation part sucksssssssss Oh yeah, Singapore Idol dropout Jokim Gomez was having chalet bbq too tat same day .. couple pits apart only. And he was gazing the girls on our side man...
Christmas was spent with the group at KL, did nothing much or exciting as got some non-clubbers in the gang. Shopping was ok with nothing much to buy also... Food is definitely good.
Didnt really enjoy fully as was sick 2 days before trip and was sick after trip. dammm it
Did received lots of presents from colleague when i was back... so cool of them.. Dun u jus luv to received presents man.. I DO!!!
Countdown as also a hush hush event this yr.
As Kuku n Mong Mong received some bursary from CC and condition was to organise the countdown event for the CC. and JL, Seng n me went down to give them our support lar.
Truthfully, its boring haaaa... After the event, went to Holland V for ice-cream. As the west is so not happening lor..Hehzzz .. Am i being absurpt or was it KuKu. Pissed me off ..
What a bad start of the year 2007.
Asshole bastard u r ....
Fuck off....
Sorry Dream Team for not turning up at Hubby Ed party.
I getting the mod again.
Feeling sad and depressed.
Felt very bad.
Very low and rejected.
Maybe too many things is jus adding up inside.
I need a stream to let off man... i'm losing control le.
Help...
Why does things dun go the way i wan it to go.
Why is everything going against me .
I am TIRED of it le
I am TIRED of giving and never get to receive.
Running dry.
Had the terrible nightmare dream again last nite.
Awoke Crying.
It's seem linked and continuous de
Scary Scary...
This time round is seeing my mom and dad together when i see them.
Which its immpossible de . My mom shld be with me instead.
As my dad passed away le.
I am so scare and got no one to tok to.
I dunno what to do ...
GOD HELP ME.
I dun wan it to happen.
I cannot lose anymore love ones ard me le.
I will break down.
If someone need to subsitute.
Let it be me ... Really let it BE ME.
My family, My Friends.
Be it sickness, mishap, misfortune, even Death.
Sick of seeing close ones ard me leaving me forever.
I need guidance LORD.
..........................................
Company DnD is coming next week, Hopefully given a day off on Monday
Haaaa i wish lar... normally is 1/2 day as said by them.
Went shopping with MayMay, manage to get the top
still lack of a nice wrapover. Hard to find tat though.
Wonder wat the 18 yr old will wear. Haaaa
She is pretty.
No mood for DnD man
No mood for everything anything .
Make my godson cry today.
Bite him too hard haaaa play too rough le....
Sorry boy...
Godpa luvs u lots kkk...
Lingli was still asking him tat i bully him why still stick to me sitting on my lap.
Haaahaaa he said cos i dote on him most..
So cute...
Daniel boy.. u better grow up to be a good boy, dun eat too much though..getting v fat le
ur eyes will grow smaller.hehzz
*Angeloffriends*
was craving the OC on
12:41 AM and they said..
