-----The Oc Life----

Saturday, April 30, 2005

DRAMA DRAMA DRAMA

Have you ever experience the low and disappointment towards tis world nowadays and the things, place, people around you that makes you think that what is worth living for now in the era of cos except that you live for GOD.

This sadness and grief towards the people and the world
This heartbroken and disheartened feeling of everything, anything.
But

Everytime you think you have seen thru it
Seen thru everything and dun feel anything
to anything for anything
Something happens

Erm it is something like
Jus when the fire is extinguishing
A new bottle of fuel is added on
Jus in time
Jus when you lost hope n giving up
A glimspe of hope arrived

And that is the power of shows/movies/Songs/Dramas
They always never fail to insert thoughts n reminder that
There is always HOPE
Teaching of things that long lost n forgotten by people
The once pure naive heart of us when little cherish n hold on to
The reality n evil of the grown up world made them throw away
Politics from office to student's club to CCA to everywhere
The, u got to b tougher towards the tough u must be ruthless to the ruth
You must Step on others no matter wat to be on TOP
U must backstab to win
U must no trust anyone at all
No one is truthful to anyone
Good dun beget Good
U treat ppl nice dun mean u gets it back
Ppl treats u a fool if u do so
etc......

Drama do the job of telling u there is hope there is good
constantly reminding us not to let go not to forget not to throw away
See it this way
Little children jus treats their frends truthfully n wholeheartedly
U treat me good i do so to u
No vying no suspicious no possesion no asking of benefits n return
jus tat pure innocent frendship n trust in human kind

But though the fact is that we all knew the drama thingy r all FAKE made up but it never fails to draw n lure the tears out of u
extract that heart of compassion n kindness out of u
though we knew it is acting but we all choose to believe
doesnt it shows that we all do want to grab hold of that little chance n hope
to know that tis world is still hopeful
we still wan to believe dont we?

In conclude,
Drama helps u in one way or another dont they?
It made us realised the importance things in life that is once lost in space of our heart that is empty.
Find it now
dun lose it
dare to accept it
no matter wat others say

*Angeloffriends*
was craving the OC on
3:46 PM and they said..

TO A Truly Admirable NURSE

I sure must gonna say tis cos i am so so so so super duper touch by the act
on the 27/4 i went to changi hosp for removing of stitches n change to walking cast so after that
on my way home at 5.38pm
i decided to took the chartered bus to simei MRT.
Jus when i board the mini bus it was not full jus right a seat left at the back
(i was on clutches)

Then tis front seat nurse gave her seat up for me as she sees
it is diff for me to clutch in
i was already dammn touched by it ... then another old lady board, so seeing tat she went down the bus to let the old lady take the only seat left behind.
Isn't tat gracious act of her OOZzzz

So i saw her walked instead to the MRT
Jus when the bus goes off and past her on the road i realised that she is PREGNANT herself
I was like OMG OMG OMG
A nurse, Pregnant, gave up her seat to a guy on clutches n an old lady
Super admire her

Man tis is wat i call a truly gracious act where i see
she deserve the seat more than some others
who r healthy young n strong.

*Angeloffriends*
was craving the OC on
3:30 PM and they said..

Saturday, April 23, 2005

ONE LEG TO ROAM THE WORLD

hehz simply means i am currently on 1 leg active n the other not.
Yah i went for my surgery to fix it (ligament reconstruction)

Well rather erm... cannot say scary lar... cos most of the time i am Zzzzz while they fixing it
and i am pretty nonchalant able it even till the time i went into the operation room
under the powerful super big light bulbs seen on TV -(its the same one)
n COLD i mean really really COLD
n suddenly i was unconscience. So its not tat scary rite?

But
The pain was undescribeable when u wakes up
u wish u were dead really!!!
even after taking the painkiller it still HURTS
move abit pain move abit pain
u could only jus lay there n dun move for the rest of the days man

Good news is...
it gets better and better each day (the pain)
now is jus sudden sharp pain once in a blue moon
and yes it is dammn ITCHY
Prob is... u cant scratch it
i jus cannot reach it
hai~

Here goes my first hosp 1 day stay first time surgery first time on clutches rather fresh experience huh

Next on ... first time to remove stitches (heard tat its painful)

*Angeloffriends*
was craving the OC on
1:51 PM and they said..

Wednesday, April 20, 2005

Donkey yEARS since...

woah been donkey years as i wrote above that i can sit down properly to write something
guess its all with the factor huh.

ermzz i cant say that lots had happen ard me thru these times nor i say nothing pretty much happen ard me ... so hw shld i put it then
Well nothing major nor minor happens heehzz

Thru the times... hey i realised that wat i always believed in n told ppl that time heals everything .. is True real true

Time do heals or ok i put it in another way then
Time buries n fade things
that slowly u felt lesser n lesser pain
Or do we choose to forget all of it ourself?
I do not know

or issit in another way that
the pain is too deep that u felt disheartened n numb of it all altogether
that u dun feel anything anymore
that u becomes heartless, cold , unfeeling, unconcerned

it felt too deep a cut that leaves a scar
it will never disappear but always there to remind u not to do it again
not to be stupid n naive to believed it

Reality Hits ok, WAKE up

guess the latter is more reasonable theory huh
never trusting never caring never believe never hope never cherish
cos
in the end
u r the one getting hurt
not others

still
Time heals everything!
ITs TRUE!
jus hold on to it

we dun have to try to forget it or erase it from our memory
jus make it a lesson learnt
n let time do his job huh

*Angeloffriends*
was craving the OC on
2:29 PM and they said..

Wow done a quiz sorta thing after seeing it from my frend's and tis is wat the result of it:

Enough is enough - you feel frustrated and rejected. You are fighting back and the going is tough. It would be just wonderful if you could be left in peace.
Everything seems to be going against you at this time. Try as you may you are meeting with considerable resistance at every turn. Nothing is going as you would plan. The situation is difficult and you are trying to persist in your objectives against resistance. It would appear that you are being very secretive about your future plans just in case people around you try to thwart you.
The situation at this time is one of considerable distress. You feel trapped and you are looking for some way out. You can find solace in the arms of someone who cares so long as there is no long-term emotional involvement.
Recent disappointment has led you to become truly introverted. You are becoming suspicious of everybody and consequently you now feel that you are unable to trust anybody. Unfortunately it would appear that you are curbing your natural enthusiasm and imaginative nature - perhaps this is because you are fearful that you may become over enthused and find that you could possibly be carried away by wishful thinking. You are keeping your distance to see whether attitudes towards you are sincere - but this watchfulness could easily develop into suspicion and distrust.
Perhaps in the distant past your trust and belief in your fellow man was misplaced and you can now no longer accept anything as it appears to be. You are untrusting and you insist that before you commit yourself to anything, you examine the pro's and con's with critical discrimination. The situation has now progressed to one where you are apt to disagree yet not make any form of constructive criticism to every suggestion that may be put to you. As a result you are in limbo. There is a saying that goes 'The past does not equal tomorrow'. Think about it - and let go.

*Angeloffriends*
was craving the OC on
2:24 PM and they said..