Thursday, May 13, 2004
[ LIFE-TIME ]
You only need one minute to like a person
You only need one hour to love a person
BUT
You need a lifetime to forget a person
How true man !!!
*Angeloffriends*
was craving the OC on
2:28 AM and they said..
Wednesday, May 12, 2004
~Where is the LOVE?~
ok... after reading wat sandy girl has wrote... it makes me wanna write something abt it too
kinda copy cat but ... nvm i do wat i like haa
LOVE... normally ppl link it with the love between a boy and a girl the romantic kind of love. But love actually is everywhere... the love a small boy/girl had for a pet dog or cat. The love a owner have for their pet. The love for their hobbies and interest e.g: swimming, soccer...
The love for your fellow coutrymen
The love for your friends
The love for your family
The love for your Children/Parents
Love is everywhere just that have u seen it felt it own it?
U see a future with ur family ....don't u? not just ur lover!!!
To me,
love is...
To let the other person be the happiest person in the world
Never letting the person get hurt esp by u urself
Putting the person in the first place
Accepting the person for who they are gd or bad not trying to change them to suits u
And when the person chose to left you...
You know that he/she be happier with him/her u would rather let go
bcos u know that nothing is more important than to see the person u love get happiness.
Of cos at the end of the road when u know there is a future for both of u
BUT
Love can be saving yet be hurting
It can bring u to heaven
Also bring u to hell
When love don't goes your way
You chose to hate, revenge, payback
You chose to wallow in pain and sadness
You chose to end life
ALL BECAUSE YOU DO NOT KNOW HOW TO LET GO
The real meaning of love
*Angeloffriends*
was craving the OC on
2:23 AM and they said..
Sunday, May 09, 2004
*Viva La Graduez*
Graduation... never knew it is such a complicated feelings issue till i gone thru it.
It is a mixture of happy yet sad, longing yet misses, relieved yet tense.
You know?
Happy that i am graduating and yes out of the misery of studies but on the other hand, am sad to leaves my deary lovely friends made in this Campus tat filled with FABULOUS PEOPLE tat made it fabulous.... also, to be confine in an island filled with MEN... yes! psyhcotic man...
Think i will get MEN phobia!!!
Misses friends and family, misses my usual life style it used to be, my hair. the fun i had during my poly life aka FOC OTC FUN CAMP TPSU SUB etc....
the shopping and stuff...
I WANT MY LIFE GOV N SAF
give it TO ME BXXTARDS
haaaa
Relieved that no more stupid lecturers tat look like rapists nor exams but tense that what shall i do after that ........
and then...
and then...
and then...
...
Most importantly. ultimately , it is my life my fun my friends my family.
I hated to lost contact
I hated to be distanted
I hated not to have commom topics anymore
I hated not to be part of their life anymore
I hated not to be there when they need me
I hated not to be there where i should be
I hate SINGAPORE at this instances
I HATE MYSELF TO BE A SINGAPOREAN, as all tis shall not be the issue
Suddenly i hope, OSAMA quick drop one bomb at SAF jus like 911
I am sooooooooooooo evil ppl..... for my own sinful desire.....
I wish i never knew u all and all tis misery shall not be happening
I wish i am some psyhco loner person then i will have no friends no sadness.
but
Knowing u all made me happy, makes me feel that friends are important as to what i have always believed in (friends are impt) since young. And i never regretted knowing each and everyone of u out there.
Maybe,
My views and thoughts would change after i am inside...
Or it be the same?
I do not know
Anyway for peepszz who still do not know when i shall be moving to my new home - tekong condo.
it is on the 11june 2004
For fellow progrommers and GLs and FOC ppl, i hereby announce
I wong weng fatt aka ah fatt aka Weng (rhyme with Wayne) promise to go thru thick and thins with all ya and DIE together b4 i go.
bcos tis shall be the last memories i will have of TP...TPSU...U Guys
*Angeloffriends*
was craving the OC on
2:35 AM and they said..
Friday, May 07, 2004
~StorY~
May i beseechly ask everyone.
What does life means to you?
How would you describe life?
I think,
Life is a story.
It is a life story that you been writing from the point that you are born till you breathe your last.
Everybody, everyone's had their own personal story with their magical and ups and down and exciting moments.
And my life story may not be the most interesting one but to me it is filled with lots and lots of fun and laughter.
And you people who have read this...
YES YOU!!!
you all are part of this story, my story, my life story
you all cannot run away.
and i am glad that you all are part of my life story, cos without you all, my story would be not as interesting.
So then now, how is your life story then?
Exciting or Monotone?
Whatever it is ...
You decide how the story goes and at the end how you ended it with
so today, live your life to the fullness
Dream it , live it
start your story with a new chapter or continue to write great stories.
*Angeloffriends*
was craving the OC on
12:04 AM and they said..
Wednesday, May 05, 2004
[ FATE! ]
Strangely, an incident that happens when i am in secondary 2 came upon my mind.
It happens when we were still young, where the Boys hated the girls and vice versa. Or maybe i should not say hate... it seems too harsh a word to use... ermmmm u know? don't like the opposite sex, just cannot get along.
It is so serious that there is a battle of the sexes...haaa and i really mean physically type. And not just that alone, among the girls there is quarrel and fights. So does the boys. And all these happens all in the same class, YES my class.
Therefore, it alerted some of the teacher to notice.
One fine day during chinese lesson, our chinese teacher (btw she is HOD of chinese), said: today we gonna talk about somethiing else....
The words she said make an impact on me thus i remembered well.
She said, wat is happening between you all? why does all these happens? Do you all feel happy or proud about all that is going on?
YOU ALL comes together being in the same school, somemore same class. ALL this is call 'FATE' (yuan fen)
Imagine you all from different background, different primary school, different area you lived in... some bedok, some joo chiat, some woodlands... but you all come together to the same school is already an amazing thing, all taught by me.
WHat you call all these?
Conicidence ?
it is all FATE that brought u all here?
What more is together in the same class as classmates
and be called FRIENDS.
Isn't all the more you all should treasure this FATE
and friendship you all had !!!
So why not start now to be friends and get to know each other better rather than making each other miserable?
Do you all want your secondary school life to be such?
i know you all are great students and kids and can be great friends.
TRY!!!
I BELIEVE you all can do it
Having friends is better than having enemies. Don't you all find is tiring to hate someone?
Treasure this FATE.
From then on, we all have been great bunch of friends/classmates and great hell of a fun times in secondary school ....
NOW trying thinking back, how you know each and every friends of yours?
Isn't it amazing?
ALL THESE..... FATE
and it is the wonderful plan of GOD
*Angeloffriends*
was craving the OC on
1:59 AM and they said..
-TAKE FOR GRANTED-
dedicated to a GREAT mother
Suddenly, everywhere in the street is filled with one thing.
Presents n Gifts for one very special and amazing person named - MOTHER
YES!
MOTHER's DAY is coming...
Have each and everyone of u out there thought of what to give or do for the special someone who gave birth to u ?
If u have not... better do something..haaa
BUT...
issit mother's day same as valentine day? as long as we treat each other well always isn't everyday a mother's day or valentine's day???
and that is the question... we take things for granted... dun we ?
From young we knew that our family is there for us, when we got into trouble, parents will be there to solve for u
When no money? Parents is the SOURCE !!!
When hungry? Mother will cook!!!
Everything things in life just seem so " li suo dang ran "
that we often forget that how much hardwork the person is forking out to us....
At this point of time, i thought of this great woman...
From young, she and her husband had been trying their very best to provide the best for their 4 children. Though they may not be the very well to do but everything just seem enough. In the tough time, even having plain porridage and veg jus seem easy to bear and bliss as long as whole family is together.
The mother, worked hard holding 3 jobs then just to help pull through. As a meat person and youngest of 4 without knowing what is happening, would just grumble no meat, always porridage etc... and yet, whenever possible the mother would jus appear with a chicken drumstick for him just to make him happy as she is sadden to see her children unhappy though every little money matters alot.
At the age of 12, someone dearest to him left them - their dad, leaving them to fend for themself. And that is the hardest point of time in their life coping with financial and hurt of losing someone dearest to them.
The strong and amazing mother jus seem to had ways. She changed to a higher pay job but longer hours in exchange to see her children lesser and leave them alone at home. Holding 2 jobs, working from morning 9am till 3am which means she got to get up by 8am , which also means 4 hours of sleep each day.
Family lived apart for few years, eldest sister had no choice to further studies but to start working at the age of 17 to support the family. The mother being a traditional woman do not know how to show her love towards them, all she knows is to stuff them with money to buy stuff they want in replace for her lack of pressence with them... she just don't know of other ways to show her love towards her children...
As years goes by, they all grew up and both the sister are married with the youngest boy graduating, and have abit of earning power, yet she still wants to continue to work thinking of providing better life for the family.
Yet, whenever the boy runs into situation he just take her for granted... all the toil and labour the mother had put in for this family for HIM just went down the drain and the back of his piggy brain. He jolly well forgotten all these in exchange for his own contentment and fun with laughter and luxury. HE SHOULD DIE MILLION TIMES FOR THIS
This is something he remind himself always
To take GREAT care of his MOTHER for the rest of his life,
NEVER letting her down,
NEVER take her for granted.
Cos he only left with her by his side and dad is no longer able to take care of her
She had suffered and done too much for this family.
HERE;
I SALUATE TO YOU.
and
HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY
Today go and treasure people dearest to you cos you never know when they be gone and never to take the people around you for granted.
*Angeloffriends*
was craving the OC on
1:12 AM and they said..
