Saturday, April 24, 2004
*Zuo Bi Jiao*
'REN' loves to 'zuo bi jiao'
Don't we?
From young we love to
'bi jiao' results with our classmates,
'bi jiao' toys we had with friends,
'bi jiao' stationary with classmates,
Our parents?
They 'bi jiao' us with their friends' children.
One thing almost all parents do,
'bi jiao' our examination results.
Teachers?
They 'bi jiao' us among our school mates.
How well behaved?
How smart are we in our studies?
As we grew older,
We 'bi jiao' the clothings we wear
The accessories we had.
Even 'bi jiao' the number of boyfriends/girlfriends we had before
But
There is one 'bi jiao' that most couple do.
that is, 'bi jiao' with the ex.
Am i prettier?
Am i better?
Are we happier?
Do you love me more?
etc...
Even if we say we just want to know for the sake of it !
The truth would not make us sad or angry !
I just wanna know how he/she feel about the relationship now !
It is all excuses.
No matter how great a kisser the ex is !
How good memories they once had together !
How deeply in love they once in !
It is all over between them.
With each new relationship,
Two person share a whole lot of new experiences and feelings
If we just dwell into the ex and now and always 'zuo bi jiao'
Then,
I just say not everything in life can be bi jiao'
Exam Results can,
Clothings u wear can,
What position you are in can,
But only one thing
One simple little thing call:
LOVE
Becos
ai-qing-bu-nen-zuo-bi-jiao
*Angeloffriends*
was craving the OC on
3:03 AM and they said..
[ sheng yin = Voice]
Voices... are formless.
The eyes could not see it.
isn't it so ?
Unforgettable voices,
Voices from the Television, and Movie
Even the voices in the Telephone.
Though we hear it with our ears,
But don't they sometimes deeply embedded into our heart ?
I realised...
Voice... are formless.
Voices that comes from a human body...
... has temperature
That's the first time,
I realised...
Voices that comes from a human body...
...has temperature
...and could be felt.
Like that,
I could embedded the voices of the ones i love...
...deep into my very flesh.
*Angeloffriends*
was craving the OC on
2:35 AM and they said..
Tuesday, April 20, 2004
-FRIENDS-
From a very young tender age, all of us have been making friends.
As a baby, we make friends with other babies whom we never remember who they are now.
As a kid in kindergarten and pre-skool, we make friends.
In primary skool, we make friends too.
In secondary skool, we also make friends.
Poly, JC, ITE, Uni till working till old and haggard we are still making friends.
How many friends have you really been keeping in touch with? Pri skool? Sec skool?
Each phrases of our life, we have different groups of friends, and then we call them "U are my best friends, u r my good friends, we gonna live next door when we grew up, we be best of friends forever etc..."
Does all these still stick on ? Though i believe when we said all these last time deep down in our heart we really wish and hope and meant each and every word of it, arent we?
Friends come and go, some we have only meet once or twice, we call them friends,some are
HI BYE friends
Normal friends
Good friends
Very close friends
Best friends
True friends
Where do you place each and every of your friends in then?
What is your standard of friends then?
Must they meet certain critera? or just need to clique with u?
To me
The number of friends i have does not matter bcos as long as i have one true friend is more than enough. Don't you all agree?
-Dear friend-
You are there when i am lonely
accompanying me in sorrow
Sharing of hopes
Talking about dreams
Entertain the grey sorrow
Laughing at life's nothing is certain
Give me some hope, to tidy up my heart
I have you to share when i am happy
All the happiness and sadness
Accompanying me the whole night
Singing till dawn
Facing upcoming waves
Laugh like crazy as if this world is busy for us
Words of thankfulness is not needed
Who cares!
Sharing laughters and tears together
Bearing Bitter and Sweet
Real feelings need not be camouflauge
The truth reveal thru suffering
You are my beloved and best friend
Let throd the future together
With you, with me, with our dreams
The world seems broader
The heart of flight is unstoppable
-end-
Have you found such a friend?
Hold them while they are near lest you regret when they are gone.
Many times we took things for granted, family and friends especially, only when we lose it then we realises the importance and tresures it but it's too late.
*Angeloffriends*
was craving the OC on
12:21 AM and they said..
Sunday, April 18, 2004
~THE LEAF~
The leaf are wings that could not fly,
The wings are leaf that landed on the sky,
Heaven supposedly, should not be a hope,
Just that i have long forgotten,
How i first started to fly
Loneliness - is a person's party,
Party - is the loneliness of a group of people,
Love - is accompany of two person originally,
But i gradually forget,
How it is like to have accompany
I eat and travel alone, walked and stopped around,
I also read books, wrote letters alone, having heart to heart talk with myself,
Where have my heart drifted to?
I can't even see it clearly myself,
I think I don't just just lose you
-end-
**THE ROSE**
Some say love, it is a river
that drowns the tender reed.
Some say love, it is a razor
that leaves your soul to bleed.
Some say love, it is a hunger,
an endless aching need.
I say love, it is a flower,
and you its only seed.
It's the heart afraid of breaking
that never learns to dance.
It's the dream afraid of waking
that never takes the chance.
It's the one who won't be taken,
who cannot seem to give,
and the soul afraid of dyin'
that never learns to live.
When the night has been too lonely
and the road has been too long,
and you think that love is only
for the lucky and the strong,
just remember in the winter
far beneath the bitter snows
lies the seed that with the sun's love
in the spring becomes the rose.
*Angeloffriends*
was craving the OC on
3:13 AM and they said..
~PRAYER~
Tis is esp dedicated for a very dear friend of mine, also my godma who is her mum n a man who deserve our respect, their father n husband.
Dear God:
I give thanks to thee OH LORD
When we are happy, YOU are with us
When we am sad, YOU are with us
When we am rich, YOU are with us
When we am poor, YOU are with us
When we am healthy, YOU are with us
When we am unhealthy, YOU are with us
When we need thee, YOU are with us
When we don't need thee, YOU are with us
I give thanks to thee OH LORD
We have eyes to see the sun of the morning
Where many have lived in darkness
We have ears to hear the joy given by YOU
Where many have lived in silence
We have mouth to speak forth our thoughts
Where many have lived unspoken
We have legs to walk
Where many have never walked before
We have hands to hold and feel
Where many have never hold before
I give thanks to thee OH LORD
We have a family
Where many never had one
We have true friends
Where many never had
And
I give thanks to thee OH LORD
To let us know Love, Care and Concern from family and friends
To let us see your Greatness Power
To let us be a channel of blessings
For thy blessings and grace have been overflowing in our life that
We had lost count
We have forsake thee but never once do YOU forsake us
Dear Lord i pray for THY WILL be done not my will but THY WILL
I pray
Restore LIFE like YOU pour water and light for the flowers to grow
All these i pray in JESUS most PRECIOUS AND HOLY NAME
AMEN
*Angeloffriends*
was craving the OC on
2:29 AM and they said..
********-LIFE-********
I was asked tis question by a friend the other day.
he asked: " In your view, what is most beautiful? Not the pretty girls tat sort"
I answered in split seconds, that to me, most BEAUTIFUL is LIFE itself.
LIFE not in LIFE literally, but in that when u see a new life is born into tis world, innocent and pure without blemish tat is BEAUTIFUL .
Becos into tis world a LIFE came without anything, worries, thoughts, feelings but a cry to indicate that a new LIFE has arrived...
isnt tat BEAUTIFUL?
Becos of tis new LIFE many ppl rejoices many ppl smiled n tears of joy flows, a LIFE that only makes ppl happy.
Don't you think the same way ?
*Angeloffriends*
was craving the OC on
1:35 AM and they said..
Sunday, April 11, 2004
The Simplicity of life
When you have actually gone thru the complexity in life will then u realised that actually, simple is good.
SIMPLE = Jian dan
when limelights, glamour and attention is shine on you all the time, u'll find that "jian jian dan dan de sheng huo ze" is so fortunate.
when you have all the money fame n fortune, but found that u have lost the all your family n friends to MONEY, you would find that "jian jian dan dan de guo" is actually a blessing.
when you have a "hong hong lei lei de ai qing" (lots of ups n downs), you'll yearn for a "jian jian dan dan de ai qing" and tis, we call it
"jian dan ai" hand in hand walking always "dan chun mei you bei ai" only knowing that I LOVE U & U LOVE ME.
"jian dan" itself is a "xing fu"
In family:
as long as the whole family is together happily even eating congee alone is contented already.
In love:
as long as two person is happy together even no money nor gifts but each other is enough.
and tat is what i remind myself everytime.
and it is my philosophy:
SIMPLICITY OF LIFE
*Angeloffriends*
was craving the OC on
4:31 PM and they said..
